Congrats to the hsc people, especially Linda and Tracey. When your rich and old remember me =]

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled by the future , for it has yet to come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering"
              - Ida Scott Taylor

so after all that about christmas carols i planned to go to carols by candlelight at the domain on sat the 16th

some resolutions/ missons for myself....

1. find out why people dust when they are cleaning/ tidying the house
   
2. the meaning of placing many many cushions and pillows on the bed for display
3. speak on the phone with ten people for longer than half an hour without any silences; whether they are comfortable or uncomfortable silences
4. complete one etching
5. cover a wall of my room with drawings
6. skull down a small cup of 7/11 surplee
7. learn how to play jack johnson- do you remember on the guitar
8. keep in touch with everyone thats in my life right now?
9. complete one game
10. see snow...and then see snow on sand (maybe thats a lifetime one)
11. lie in the middle of the road with someone/ people in the middle of the night.. very notebookish indeed
    
12. learn to hip hop dance? or ballroom?
13. ride my bike to somewhere far...further than parra
14. find out why everyone asks me "russel peters is in syd?" when i tell them im going to see the guy talk tomorow..cos i hope he is if i paid 56 bucks for it
    
15. be able to identify twenty flowers
16. learn how to say "hi", "how are you", "you talk too much" and "you smell funny" in five different languages
17. sleep when i feel hungry in the middle of the night rather than eat a full meal
    

yehh thats all i've got so far...think it ll be enough to keep me busy next year

christmas is almost here agains and stores are starting to play christmas carols and stuff...im not much of a fan of christmas carols/ songs but i really like this one...its gotta be a christmas song right? cos its got the word christmas in its title

Maybe this christmas- Ron Sexsmith

Maybe this Christmas will mean something more
Maybe this year love will appear
Deeper than ever before
And maybe forgiveness will ask us to call
Someone we love
Someone we’ve lost
For reasons we can’t quite recall
Mmm, maybe this Christmas

Maybe there’ll be an open door
Maybe the star that shined before
Will shine once more, ohhh

Mmmmmmm, mmmmmmmm

And maybe this Christmas will find us at last
In heaven, at peace
Prayed for at least
For the love we’ve been shown in the past
Maybe this Christmas
Maybe this Christmas

i was thinking earlier tonight as i lay on my bed staring at the ceiling and im gonna miss the rain when it goes anyway, which will eventually happen because we're in a drought and we're the driest inhabited continent on earth...yes between thinking about cane toads taking over australia in year nine geography i picked that up hehe....but back to my point i'll miss the rain...its only mehh when i have to wake up at 6am in weather that i'd rather stay in bed in and then figure whether i need an umbrella for the rest of the day or not and because that usually takes up 5 minutes off my mornings leaving me to speed walk to the station....i like rainy days and eating ice cream on rainy days =] and the smell of the road after it has rained

dez (to me): in your head and in real life is never the same...I know lol!!!!
hehe i think its a compliment =]... >_>.... <_<

hello everybody!
so finally blogdrive has decided to work again...its been like a week since i first said "i need to express myself" and of course by that i meant talk about nothing, not that i dont do it enough already but yehh

lately i've been feeling fat...i dont think i ve put on weight or anything...its just you know that feeling you get when you eat so much crap and dont do anything else but sit? i calculated my energy expenditure for a typical day (not for kicks though, it was a self directed learning thing) and i actually spent  625 minutes, thats 10 hours and 42 minutes, sitting. Heck thats half my day gone, i'd try to change my lifestyle but i'm too lazy to and more than that, half the time i can't, sooo i guess i ll just be spending almost half my life sitting. meh thats pretty ghey

i was randomly reading news.com.au today and it seems that Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes have yet to show off Suri. To that i say farout with the wait, there comes a point when it becomes overrated and people lose interest (although they'd probably still  make a lot of money for charity ). Anyway to my point of bringing up this subject, instead they have shown a sculture of Suri's first poop cast in bronze to the public, which will be auctioned on Ebay next month. Now thats strange...although i think it'd be pretty cool if my mum decided to get my first poop sculpted and show it off to the world... I wouldn't even care what material is used to do the job just as long as it is long lasting and ohhh i'd try so hard to make the biggest poop ever hehe...not that i'd know what's happening at that very moment but its just a thought and im well past my first stool now anyway.. Also, I dont get it, why would anybody pay money for a sculpture of someone else's poo poo? I guess we'll see in a month's time...but ohh can you imagine people going ahhh thats soo cute, its so small i'll pay $US10 000, all proceeds go to charity anyway? cos i can =/

Also, as of last night/ this morning www.autogayographies.blogdrive.com has been created and up and running...its a combined blogsite for ai and myself..if you havent met ai yet ummm all i have to say is boy she can talk lol...anyway its still early days for the blog and its still quite plain and the only thing to check out (beside the entries) is the poll along the left hand side of the bogsite but stay tuned! cos we'll be making many changes to it after our exams wooo i cant wait! it'll become the blog of all blogs

Dear Mr Blog,
As part of my procrastinating experience, i decided to check up on the definition of a blog at dictionary dot com because apparently i do not update my blog often enough. This caught my attention: "Typically updated daily, blogs often reflect the personality of the author." So from that i get that it is not that i do not update my blog frequently and neglect it (hoh! if i neglect you Mr Blog Ai neglects her's even more lol but she's my friend so we must forgive her for that haha) but that my blog is not typical. So tonight i can go to sleep smiling...and wake up smiling too...maybe, hopefully.

I don't really know what to talk about...hmmm today i went to uni and for two hours in the anatomy lab we learnt about the leg and foot. So far besides gluteus maximus i like that plantaris muscle because it really has no function in the human body besides to be torn up and be a pain and it ll just cost you money to fix it up with surgery. That's like Phaned's thought on me "just a waste of space and soo annoying", but deep down I know she loves me cos she always let me annoy her anyway hehe. Oh mehhh i am comparing myself to a muscle, that's a big meh.

Then we headed off to some other lab...I don't know what i should call it but in there i sat and watched my friends catch water as it leaked out of a cylinder with holes. I think they had fun. I would have joined but i was tired from jogging to uni- another long story i dont want to get into. So this should mean that i am finished with this entry. I can't believe i spent that much time typing this blog entry but i kept getting distracted. Just another entry not worth reading hehehe

StefsorS

During the second lecture of fundamentals of exercise science today i was hungry and bored...i think the second is a given...and before i became too hungry/ at the point of using my ketone bodies and unable to obtain any information or comment on what we were learning i wondered why our tummy's rumbled when we were hungry because mine was going for gold at the time. Anyway being the retardo that i am, i researched it cos im too lazy to turn on my laptop to type up notes for first aid

Our tummy rumbles because your stomach and intestines are always moving because they're digesting the food. However, when there is no food left for them to push around, the only things left for them to push around is air and this causes the noises. Apparently this is a reflex response and you can stop your tummy from rumbling by training the stomach not to be expecting certain meals by missing them...such a loserish solution... or you could eat...obviously...

yay you've just wasted two minutes of your life to my blog =] heeheh

hoh wednesday hoh...i spent that day downloading and trying to fix wlm cos i wanted a font colour....took me half a day to dl four versions of msn because i am well and truly retarded...once i installed the one i needed, it didnt work cos it couldnt locate a file and it took the same amount of time i spend walking to uni from lidcombe station to sign in...yes i timed it...a whole 20 mins! so i spent the entire night chatting on the xp version thats meh...all that cos i wanted a font colour...special thanks to my eediot steven lol who believes that i was annoying but helped me anyway ahhaha and put up with me going out for a little while.....noowwwww i have a sexy coloured font if you ve seen it you know you agree with mee haha it even inspired rachii bear to change her font colour lol and i sign into my acc in 5 secs so wooo for my chatting life

i have too much time for nothing at all...welps uni s gonna start soon..most you will miss me then :P or will get sick of seeing me depending on who you are..till then i ll enjoy seeing my font colourrr wooo its like eye candy

and yes i think this blog will be just as retarded and boring as the last =]

linda linda scroll down heaps lol but im not sure sometimes it doesnt load

my dearest bend buddy i always knew you loved meeee wooooo and aiyahhhh a soccer team you know how many players they need and dont forget the bench oh mann thats a painful life so noo way lol and anyway im not a person who's full of surprises or one who intends to surprise people often...okay cept with some of the things i say... but i do that for kicks

lilshiettt you wish babes you wish

ahhh mangs this is so coool lol maybe you rememeber it from a health class but ehhh soo cool lol

web of spider not under the influence of anything

web of spider on LSD

web of spider on mescaline
;
web of spider on hashish

web of spider on speed

web of spider on sleeping pills
;
web of spider on caffeine
www.cannabis.net/weblife.html

now i can blame everything on caffeine...like last night while chatting i was rocking on my chair and i stacked it backwards or when i bumped my head on the wall this morning trying to move my blankets and stuff from the lounge room to my bedroom

ahh wells think i better get ready for bball if the guys ever finish swimming anddd forget i ever planned on staying home this holidays i suck at it i cant even start lol as much as i meant it when i thought of the idea...now the plan is to live cheap i did it for four months im sure i can chuck it again ... i expect to spend about 2 bucks today and then wooooo state of origin at lilshiets house go the blues!!!